Sometimes....

....You wish that you can disappear from this world.
....You wish that you can turn back time and start everything all over again.
(But only to find that you repeat the same mistakes)
....You wish that you can disappear but you feel that life is too precious,
too important to waste...
...so that you wish you can give years, months, days, hours, minutes, and seconds of your life away to those who really need and can really treasure it.
...You wish that you can return to yesterday to be a child, no more worries, pains, and sufferings.
You know that this is selfish and isn't the best way to solve everything, but your shoulders and legs are just too tired to move on.
...You wish one never compares you to others, so that your self-esteem doesn't hurt.
...You wish you can be stronger, so that you would not sit here and write all these.
...You wish you don't think much, don't keep everything inside, so the feelings would not be as hard.
...You wish that you have many lives, so that you can experience ways to escape.

You want to feel the wind, you want taste the saltiness of the blood mingled with tears, you want to slowly drift to sleep...

You walk away.



Sometimes you're just tired and disappointed.
. Please.
.Rest.


Tomorrow is a new day, and you will probably forget these feelings now.